It's Weird that it's not Weird

I've been preparing for this next deployment for a few days now and usually I get a little anxious by now. I just think it's a little weird that it's not weird. Shouldn't I be freaked out that I won't have my cell phone or be able to go to the bathroom in the middle of the night without walking fifty yards to the caddy? (a cadillac is a bathroom in the desert, don't ask me why)

But I'm not and I guess I should stop thinking about it or I might actually get freaked a bit.